I have read that we must trust our sense doorways to lead us to true wisdom.
My first experience with Bardo contact was unequivocally sensual. She called me by name as I was in the liminal sate between dream and waking. Her voice was clear and uniquely characteristic. She said that she could not remember her name. Seconds later I awoke…knowing her name.
I googled that name and found that she had passed less that a month earlier. I have read of the 49 days of Bardo.
Last night was different. It was the night after a galantamine night of very strong lucidity. This night I woke up repeatedly with many dreams that seemed to blend the dream state with the liminal state. He came to me suddenly as I was in a casual observational dream and wrapped himself around me…legs around my waist, arms around my neck. I knew immediately who he was. He…was insistent.
He used to work for me years ago…it has been15 years since I saw him or thought of him. I moved to another dream scene and he was still there, standing next to me. I exited the dream.
Upon waking I went in and googled him. He died two years ago. He was 49 years old.
I am not well versed yet in the Bardo. Could he still be there…lingering and looking for rebirth?